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I honestly have just stopped. Stopped what you might ask, stopped caring. Caring about what? I don't know I just don't fucking care in general any more I suppose. Just so much bullshit and garbage and I came to that realization driving myself to the hospital as I was spewing up blood for no apparent reason other then my body is apparently just as done as I am. The realization is what the fuck is wrong with people, In case you don't read my journals which I don't blame you if you don't, I'm fucking destroyed physically and emotionally and I have no god damn escape from it all, and in case you still don't get the picture. I'm stressed to the point where my body is physically trying to kill itself, that's what's wrong with me. And how do I deal with that, the same way I deal with everything else. By putting a fake god damn smile on and helping people out with there problems, which might I add 95% of the "problems" I help people with are relatively stupid compared to what I've got going for me, do I complain? No I don't EVER, the one time I make a journal in probably close to a year and a half that involves my well being and I get a huge slap in the face. One person I consider a friend showing any concern at all, the same person who even though they have there own real problems that I can't help them with showed concern for me, even without saying what  was wrong when I just left them to go to the hospital, they still worried themselves about me, did anybody else? Yeah actually funny thing I got about ten or so notes from people offering to help and be there if I needed to talk to them, and that was really nice, you know aside from the fact I didn't know ANY of them, and don't get me wrong I'm not upset because they tried to help me. I'm upset that instead what I got were a bunch of people I didn't know trying to take care of me instead of the people I call friends, friends who for the most part didn't even do jack shit even after I made it apparent I had problems. Nope they just avoided talking to me and left me to hang out on my own, funny enough the ones who did that actually think I'm stupid enough to believe that wasn't what they had intended at all, and to that I say GTFO, if I'm calling you my friend it obviously means I care about you in some capacity and if you're gonna pull that kinda shit with ME you can go piss off. I love my friends, and it may not seem like it but this journal isn't to bash them or anything like that. You're still my friend if you're reading this more then likely. The problem is a couple people I know from every walk of the internet are really pushing there fucking luck with how much bullshit I'm willing to put up with from a "friend". That's it no happy goodbye or anything like that I'm not even upset at this point, just remember I do still care about all of you, especially the person who worries about me as much as their own problems, and who cared enough to stay with me and talk even though they needed sleep. I also do care about the few of my friends who kinda gave a shit, I'm not angry with you either. That's it I'm done my throat is shot and my chest feels like it's on fire because of the medicine I'm taking, I'm going to bed.
  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: Nightcore
  • Reading: One F**KING Piece
  • Watching: The Runawayguys
  • Playing: Animal Crossing New Leaf
  • Eating: Ice Cream
  • Drinking: Water

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Brandon "King K" Kennedy
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
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Hello loves and mates my name is Brandon and I'm an 18 year old web, graphic, and game design student. I enjoy a variety of things which are in stamps down below. Below is a list of people, I could say I love them all but that would be a lie, but I'm slightly found of them.

:iconhowcouldyoudothat: The love of my life, and my perfect girlfriend. <3

:iconshadowpheon: My favorite cousin ever

:iconcoldenblood: One of my best friends

:icongreepers: One of my best friends

:iconm4kar0v: A great friend

:iconkaznigedna: A good friend

:iconxxcelebrianxx: A friend

:iconrainbowdruggie: A friend


And these are stamps

Favorite Characters Stamp by Stamp221Rain Stamp by Stamp221Edit Undo Stamp by HappyStampCaramell Dansen Stamp by StampBar
Ashamed Stamp by Stamp221:thumb214837081:Platypus stamp by Animal-StampI love to write Stamp by HappyStamp
Favorite Character Stamp 2 by Stamp221Excessive Profanity stamp by HappyStampstamp by Shadowstar14I love the wind Stamp by Stamp221
Writers Stamp by shadow-wolf-hauntsStamp by LaylaTheBlackCheetahOvercrowded Places Stamp by Stamp221NO SMOKE STAMP by schtolz
Stamp: Glowsticks by Lorena677Pokemon Stamp by MarkiSanpeople stamp by YaREBIddYOpinion stamp by xAshleyMx
I_love_manga-stamp by kluska-chanStephen King stamp by HappyStampDr. Mario Stamp by StampPKUThe Friend Stamp by Busiris
:thumb114507454:The Money Stamp by Busirislooking into collections stamp by sixthkidfromthestarzCrocs Stamp by Nashida
:thumb51586395:Shy Stamp by Neko-MusumeStripy Socks Stamp by Kezzi-RoseBleach Rukia Stamp by erjanks
Ichimaru Gin Stamp by KrisderpCoyote Starrk - Stamps - by LikesaSir Crocodile Stamp by sturmsoldat1Stamp: Monet by Peanut-unit
465 - Tangrowth by Marlenesstampskonan stamp by ivivistarMass Effect 2 Stamp: Legion by KarithinaKirby Powers Stamp by nakashimariku
Kirby Stamp by yukidarkfanToon Link Stamp by yukidarkfanLucas Stamp by yukidarkfanWolf Stamp by yukidarkfan
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Thank you for the llama!!!
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Thank you very much for the Llama! :hug:
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Thanks for all the Favs! :D
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